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I wish I had a different father. If I would have been blessed with a different one:
I would have never met Will.
I wouldn't have to go to court against anyone for drug charges.
I wouldn't have been accused of things that could have put me in jail.
I wouldn't have to look out for people the way I do.
I never would have lost what was most important to me.
I would have a life far better than the one I do.
I am not placing blame onto him, he gets the blame that he deserves. I just state facts. Is it fair that your children know you as a drug dealer? Whos fault is it that you work a lower than shit job and live in a lower than shit house. Is it really that hard to make something of yourself? I guess there are just somethings I will never understand about people. I know that I have made mistakes, but in the process I have never screwed up anyones life in the process. I try my best to be my own person and to be the best person I can be.
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